| Location | Leicester |
| Age | 51 years |
| Cause of Death | Pneumonia |
| Date of Birth | 16/04/1957 |
| Date of Death | 09/12/2008 |
| Visitors | 711 since 01/04/2009 |
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You were so kind, loving, you had goodness running through your veins, right through to the bone. I never realised until it was too late what a special woman you were. It's easy to take things and people for granted in life. Life is so mundane and normal that you don't really notice what you have. You never really consider that any moment could be the last one. I can't believe the wealth of feelings your death has uncovered within me. I never ever knew they were there. I love you SO much.
You've left such a gaping hole in my life. I can't believe I will never gossip with you about Neighbours and Home and Away again. Never roll my eyes at you when you cry at Deal or No Deal. Never bitch to you about the latest thing that somebody has done. Never have another Motherly Daughterly. Never go to Casa Cafe with you again and scrounge a tuna and cheese panini in return for one of your double espresso's. Never get one of your annoying texts asking me what time I'm coming home or what I want for tea. Never see your face first when I come downstairs in the morning. Never go on a lovey dovey to the waterside with you again. I miss you so much mummy.
I want anybody reading this to know what a wonderful mum and nana you were and are. You had meaningless, superficial faults as we all do, which, unlike most of us, you absolutely couldn't help, which I got so caught up on towards the end. And now all that is stripped away and all I can feel are 21 years worth of warm, raw love radiating from you. You loved us so much, all of us, and I did so little to return it. I just hope you can see and know now. Noah will grow up knowing how much you love him. You won't be just a grandmother that died before he could remember. You will be a part of his life. I have had the beautiful note you wrote to us last year tattooed on my arm, in your handwriting. Partly so I can look at it and feel happy. But partly so Noah can see it and know how loved he was by you. This is what the note said, and I think it sums everything up:
"To 2 of the favourite people in my life
I love you both dearly
With all my love as always
All my love
Mummy and Nana
x x x"
Only you could fit 'all my love' in twice in such a short piece of writing!
I love you.
We all do.
I wish you could come back to us and I still can't really believe that you're not going to.
No matter what happens, I will always be loyal to you. I feel like a little bit of you is inside me, and that makes me so proud.
You don't deserve to have died. But I am glad your pain is over. I love you so much.
Holly xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
To think that this time last year you were living your final hours seems unreal. It feels like a lifetime ago, and at the same time it feels like you've been gone no time at all. I've been through all the emotions this last year, but mostly numb, but please don't think that means I don't care. I'm just locking my grief inside a box until I can face opening it again. I love you so so much and if you can sense the pain in my heart and see the tears in my eyes as I write this you'll know that. I miss everything about you and would do anything to get you back. I wasted almost 21 precious years with you not appreciating you for who you were, and now I just want them back so I can make the most of every second spent with you. I love you. xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Jayne I can not believe its been a year. You are and always will be in my heart, on my mind and in my thoughts. We shared lots of happy times and also some sad, we talked for England, I can still not believe we will not be able to meet at the Waterside for a catch up. Sleep tight Jayne. Love Lorna xx
My friend Jayne
We've just been friends, and now you're gone
Far away for many years.
But please don't leave me without knowing
How I feel as your time nears.
I know you're older, more mature,
And far beyond me in some ways.
But there's between us something pure
That's given me these magic days.
I thank you for the loveliness
That your sweet friendship's brought to me.
Think of this poem as a caress
That says, "I love you" gracefully.
Without You
Mom, without you, there would be no me.
Your love, your attention, your guidance,
have made me who I am.
Without you, I would be lost,
wandering aimlessly,
without direction or purpose.
You showed me the way
to serve, to accomplish, to persevere.
Without you, there would be an empty space
I could never fill, no matter how I tried.
Instead, because of you,
I have joy, contentment, satisfaction and peace.
Thank you, mom.
I have always loved you
and I always will.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Way up in the clouds high above
Are beautiful angels full of love
They think of their loved ones everyday
And send them peace as they kneel to pray
They say a prayer for those below
Who deeply love them and miss them so
They vanish all their emptiness and all their fears
Mop their brows when they see the tears
Although their is a distance they are by our side
They have seen the emptiness and the tears cried
They are always near and always will be
Alive in our hearts today and for eternity.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Mummy
I love you, Mummy. I love you more than I ever realized I did when you were here. I love you more than i ever told you i did, and that fact i will regret more than you could imagine, for the rest of my life.
I wish, wish, wish i could just hug you, i wish i could watch home and away with you one more time, I wish i could laugh with you one more time, i wish i could hold your hand one more time.
I'm sorry for all my faults as a daughter. I was possibly the worst daughter in the world, and you deserved better. I will never forgive myself for never realizing how much i love you while i still had the chance to tell you.
You differed to anyone else, you were always so proud of me when I got exam results, Mummy, no matter how bad they were, you were always proud. I hate the fact that i will never be able to tell you my GCSE results, i hate that i'll never be able to see you be proud of me again. It's made the whole GCSE experience seem pointless. It sounds so selfish of me. I just want you to know how i did, i want to hug you when i get my results, and the fact that i wont be able to upsets me so much.
I love you, I'm sorry, I love you. I hope, whereever you may be, you are happy. I hope you're with your beloved nanny, i hope you're getting on okay with granny and not having too many arguments. I can feel you watching over us all, i can feel you sometimes in my bedroom at night when i'm trying to sleep (which is most distracting, i must say!)
I hope you read this. I hope you have read all the many, many tributes that have been left to you, not just on this site, but in general. I hope you know how much you are loved.
I love you, Mummy.
xx For My Daughter From Mum xx
Daughter Do Not Cry For Me, As Everything Is, How it is Suppost To be,Im Right Here & I can hear Your Voice,This is not The End, Until We Are In heaven Together, I am here Always xx
In Memory xx
When I laid there beside you,
Could you feel me there?
My arms were wrapped around you,
And I was stroking your hair.
I was talking about all the good times,
For me they were every single day.
I wanted you to feel love and comfort,
And happy in some way.
I watched your every breath,
And prayed that each one wasn't your last.
The time we got to share together,
Went by too quick...Too fast.
I wanted you to wake up,
Please Mum...Open your eyes.
Tell me this is a nightmare,
And not our goodbyes.
As your last breath grew closer,
We layer there peacefully together.
My heart continually breaking,
Because I wanted you forever.
Then there it was,
Your final breath of air.
I didn't want to believe it,
This is so cruel and not fair.
I held your beautiful face,
And prayed you'd breath again.
I wasn't ready for you to go,
I couldn't admit that this was the end.
But then I realized that you were now in peace,
And not suffering anymore.
You were beginning the life of an Angel,
And your body would no loner be sore.
I held you close and squeezed you tight,
And tried to say goodbye.
I've lost my Mum and my number one best friend,
All my heart could do is cry.
I slowly got up,
I wanted so much to stay.
I leaned over and gave you one more kiss,
It was so hard to walk away.
Mum you are my entire world,
And I miss you so very much.
I wish I could feel your loveable cuddle,
And your soft and gentle touch.
But for now I have to wait,
Until we meet again.
You will always be in my heart and thoughts,
My dear Mum and best friend.
Always and Forever,
Our hearts will always touch.
Always and Forever,
Your baby girl loves you so much.
Hi Jayne just to let you know my thoughts are with you and your loving family/friends, your in gods safe hands, god bless, sleep well, RIP xx
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